Hi again

I wish I could say I don't care I don't think about you anymore I wish I could say you are irrelevant that if you called I wouldn't rush to pick up the phone listening to all the shit going with you when you get tired of my problems and demons I'd say that I'm not mad when you said you stay and help me when I felt like shit, pray with me cause I didn't feel like God heard me but I'd be lying🙃 I want to say I've moved in when I placed all my trust in you and i didn't care when I hit you saying that I felt like this might be it and you just said please stop, I didn't care that I didn't lose it..... But I did🤷🏾‍♂️ And you didn't give a f**ck I told you I was messed up that if you said I love you I'd believe it I told you not to say it.... you said I love you then you said it again I love you saying nothing could change that I guess that was a joke 🤣 I was laughing laughing cause when I stopped then... Well you'd know cause I'd done told you everything but what does it matter it was nice seeing you again 😄