he's gone.

I start to cry...my eyes pouring like a faucet that cant stop..with a mask over my face...going unnoticed and the people around me unaware...as the emotions inside me build up like a case unsolved..like a mystery to the unknown..as my heart breaks like gravvel and stone...as my mind races like a marathon to one question to another..."why?"..."what did I do that was so wrong?.." but questions that doesn't shout but instead stay in the dark...the darkness in the back of my mind...shouting and crying to be let out like a dog in a cage...trying to put the pieces together like a puzzle that cant be solved...I try to put a laugh on my face just to be hit with anger. rage. sadness. darkness. I want him like a open wound trying to heal...I want him...like a piece of candy...I want him..like nicotine..except...there's no nicotine..just emptiness...my soul is crushing like a boulder hitting me...my life feeling like a void I cant get out of...I dream about you...us...being together again..just to be swooped away from me like a eagle taking its prey..I wish I could dream forever about you..instead I'm waking up wishing I was with you..but those "wishes" turn to dust..a reality.. a reality I wish I could escape...i want u.