Her(jealousy)

A lot has changed since then, She changed me And for a while she made me want to be better, To be her Loved like she was The attention,the love, how smart she was I wanted that, Her beauty surpassed mine more than I wished it did But it wasn't her fault It was mine so I tried and tried to be smart like her, pretty like her, Nice like her, Popular like she was, To be exactly like her.. But it was never enough And for a while I was okay being second best, But the one thing I had that she didn't, she took away And I hated her for it, But what was I expecting she was perfect, I was not...........