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as i sit here, pen in my left hand, i can't help but wonder what would've been different. how would i have turned out if i never wrote? how would i have turned out if that sixth grade assignment didn't happen? how would i have turned out if my mother really had gotten better? how would i have turned out if i had a better childhood? as i sit here, pen in my left hand, i can't help but think that this was how i was meant to turn out.