Her

Does she even exist,is she really there because everytime I open up for she just disappears maybe I'm boring her. I try my all best to always check up on her, I always have to start the conversation is she with someone am I interruption a relationship her I think it's about time I continue being a child I'm supposed to be the one who has never dated she doesn't have to be my first love if she's not willing to own up you know.