help me

For crying out loud I've been constantly calling for help Why is nobody coming? It's clear that I can't help myself I need somebody, anybody is there no help around? I've been suffering for some time now Suffering alone in silence I don't want to do that anymore I'm ready to talk I'm ready to seek the help I need The help I always longed for Don't leave me hanging I might hang myself Ever since I can't hang with the rest I'm done hoping for the best I keep getting the worst I won't lie to myself anymore The truth is I'm lost I can't even find myself No matter where I look I'm just not there I'm somewhere else Somewhere I don't want to be