Help Me, I'm Dying

Dear God, help me I'm dying inside, All I ever wanna do is run and cry and hide, Dear God, help me I'm dying inside, You ask me if I'm okay, I say, "Yeah," But baby trust me, you don't wanna know what's really living in my mind, All I really ever wanna do is leave this life behind, Dear God, I wanna make it to Heaven and reach eternal life, But that's starting to feel impossible when I'm thinking of carving my heart out with a knife, Just gotta make it day by day, But trust me baby I'm trying, Don't ask me if I'm okay, It just reminds me of how much I'm dying inside, All I ever wanna do is run and cry and hide, I wanna leave this life behind, Dear God, please free me from what's inside my mind, Dear God, I'm tired of what I'm feeling inside, Tired of feeling what I be feeling, Tired of thinking what I be thinking, Dear God, HELP ME I'M DYING