Help Me find it

Im not present in anything I do Nothing is or feels the same I find myself wondering where did the joys of being alive in me go one day ends and the one that fellows feels just the same As days weeks and months pass me by I'm suck in a loop thats blends them all into one The walking dead can more describe it I'm alive and active but inside nothing happening If this is a dream I'm ready to be awaken   this person that I think is me Can nolonger find happiness in the little things the feeling of euphoria in the simple stuff is what I'm missing I had it but along the way of living life I lost it I want it back can someone please help me find it