Help me

Lord, please, why must things be this way? I wasn't trying to be rude that wasent what I meant. I am not a villen, yet it comes off that way. Please, God, I know you're out there. Please help me. Please fix and change it all. I know you're there for us. Please send me a Holly miracle, please. I have physical pain. I don't want emotional pain. Can't you see and hear it? Please, I believe in you and love you, God. I need your help. I can't do this alone. Im not evil, so please help me show it. Help me please, Lord.