help guys, advice pls?

I need advice yallso I'm inlove even though I wish I wasn't, here's why my crush will named 3 and their crush is named 6 I met 6, 6 found out I liked 3 but 3 likes 6, however 6 gave me a blessing to be with 3 but I don't think 3 will like me back but 6 kinda likes 3 back but not really I feel like being with 3 would relief 6 from the thought of a relationship and ofc I wanna be with 3 rlly rlly badddd but if 6 decides to reject 3 I would feel bad bc 3 would be hurt... but then they wouldn't have a crush on 6 anymore and I'll have a chance.. I can't stand thr thought of 3 being hurt..I don't even know if 6 is gonna reject 3.. I think this is why I've been having panic attacks. I feel like 6 is gonna see this poem and be upset.... idk what I'm doing anymore I mean I can't get over 3 for the life of me and I kinda dont wanna get over 3 6 gave me thr blessing didn't they? they said "u deserve 3 and I have a relationship and I'm not ready for another" DOES THAT MEAN 6 WILL REJECT 3??!?!? I want them too... but I also don't, if they do reject them, it would help me and 6, but 3 would be heartbroken but if 6 don't, then I'll will remain in the shadows, and 6 might be stressed with thr thought of 2 relationships....