HELP A GIRL OUTTTT😭

this ain't even a poem I'm so sick of thisssss😭 y'all I want him back soooo badddddd but he say he dk if he can "handle a relationship" and I'm like WHAT!? IK YOU LYING I told you baby we can work through thisssss 😭 but y'all he done broke up wit me and we don't even GTS OTPPPPPP ANYMORE. we was doin that since BEFORE we was dating we went to sleep on the FIRST FACETIME. and now he don't want to? like bitch ugh. baby baby baby dry ya tears because why are you wallowing in self pity and not asking for help? like if you would USE YOUR WORDS like the big grown man you are we could be dating right now but nooooo you wanna close the rest of the world off and forget about me I thought I was ya ride yeah iaint forget what ya said bout me like ugh now he got me RHYMING y'all like he is taking a toll on meeeee but I can't let him go because I need him so much so bad. it's honestly probably me being overdramatic and I just need to let him get through what he going through but dammmnmnnn hurry up I wanna say how much I love you again I wanna talk about you to my friends again happily and honestly say you my man again SER YALL SEE WHAT HE DO TO ME? Its a spell.but I'm outta words so words of encouragement please yall😭👏