Held Together, Falling Apart

I cry and cry to be heard yet I have never felt more unheard If I express myself ,I have to bear the taunts If I shout, I have to bear the anger if I cry, I have to bear the exhaustion and if I'm angry, I have to bear your silence I sprint to you when I'm having a bad day but idk why u run from me when u r having one Am I not a good listener or is it that u don't love me enough I have successfully made u independent but successfully became dependent on you Once upon a time, my anger made me take time off now I don't know how to be alone Who should I turn to if I'm sad As you don't take me seriously when I come to you Either I'm complicating things or spoiling your life for once when will you see that I'm hurting real bad Idk if I'm happy or sad with you, but do you really love me anymore?? Coz sleep is important for me as well, but not more important than you Even after my 24 hr shifts ,I am excited to be with you But you just show nothing but annoyance towards me What should I talk about with you, if everything I say is gonna irritate you? Do you really love me? or do you like the idea of being with me? Because for now our love is holding us together, and yet how are we still falling apart?