heavy shoulders

Father God .I got some shit I can't fucking bear anymore my head my heart my patience my sanity relies on your saving my lord ,this isn't a poem it's a prayer ,god I'm so stressed out with the fact that when it comes to the girl I'm with it's always wrong .in always wrong .so I take it im wrong. I don't wanna be wrong and I don't wanna be right I wanna love....... father God can you send me a girl YOU know that's just right for ME. love you God