Heavy Emotions

I'm tryna clear my heavy heart my heavy mind I'm traumatized all the things I've seen I wish God made me blind I'm wondering why Im dieing inside I'm sick of my poker face saying I'm fine I need to rewind catch my breath I've lost it all and ain't got nothing left this life I was giving needs some help my soul is crying for help I can't wait to I catch me a break im sick of this welp the pain caused on my heart but im rock my pain like a ferragami blet lord tell the angels come help me fight cuz i got nothing left my soul feels lost and i don't know where it went but that's okay gid rebuilding my life no more tears or hurt my pain finna ride in a Hurst just watch my rebirth