Heavens Rejection

Hate my life so fucking much, Waiting for the reapers touch, Help me die, let my soul soar, Help me knock on heavens door. Let me go I hate this place, Need to see an angels face, If its not soon, I'll have to sin, With suicide I wont get in. I've tried before, but I'm still here, Continuing life in despair, Women make you feel this way, They fucking lie, and they betray. Life it sucks, so let me go, Up above, or down below, I don't care don't wanna wait, To show up next to either gate. Just give me a chance, I will take one or the other, If I'm not here, it really won't matter to me, If I try again and fail, I will have to suffer, Please let me go, death is my true destiny.