Heartless Thoughts

Taste my insecurities and make them seem profound. I underestimated the grand scheme of things. Fell in love with a heartless whore. I believed wholeheartedly in your fantasy. I didn't read the fine print. You gave away that pretty thing we kept locked in that heart-shaped box. You stay persistent in this mockery continuing to do your toxic waltz. You left a message on the answering machine, explaining your twisted thoughts. You participate in the masquerade. And do your 4 am "walk". The needle tears a hole Into your grey like soul. I see the pain inside your eyes I smell the disdain between your thighs. The makeup can't hide the way your choices make your life. Your nodding in your zombie way I forfeit in this game you play. No longer a victim to your waltz ...