Heartbreak 😭and Healing 💔🦋

sometimes it hurts to know you just want me for my looks ; but you won't go to the ocean floor; to get to know me for me a little more; when the one you really want to be around!; don't value your time ; the words he speaks are as empty as hollow wood in the forest; can't be reached;! everything;! always on his time schedule; the call back be so late ; !! I have to snap out of this !! ; no consideration they I may have wanted to just be in your presence; or that I am still in love with you; but your actions you show me ; is a replay of a fumble that I walked away from; wishing it was different because my heart aches for you ; I just rather not tell you !; why did you make me love youuuu ; 💔😭 this has to end ; world winds of emotions began to wash upon the shore; and show up on the surface ; then my smile starts to dem like a mood lamp ; 🤦🏾‍♀️ I speak to myself in the mirror ; beautiful Queen that you are ; !!! you will overcome!; you are victorious; you are stronger than this ; remember God is your strength;😭💔🦋 you're a butterfly 🦋; you been received your wings 💔🤌🏽now soar like an eagle 🦅