Heartbeats

Rush hour crowd, Jostle for position A slight girl looked younger and her teen years were on. was nervous, yet she fell to the ground and said - "my heart beats slower 'N I fell to the ground opened my eyes with those meaningless sounds. i wish I'd never cause I knew I gotta pay for the whole life, family scars were already too bright." Nothing's new then she decided to die but something stuck, she thought of it twice. yelled - why me god, why me every time" she suffered to breathe. That kinda love, till now she seeks they could've given her but she was left for suffering. She suffered, for good heartbeats