Heartbeat

The feeling of your body is burned into my skin I can still feel you between my fingers I can smell you Just like you're still here I can taste you on my lips And feel your tears against my cheeks I can hear your heartbeat And your breath in my ear The weight of your body and the bones inside The feeling in my chest when I knew you lied I love you and I feel it in my soul every day With nowhere to go in any way I want to kiss you and feel you between me But it's obvious your heart is still teething You're still so beautiful, I know it You left something behind, a deep pit My heart beats faster when I think of you And I love hearing your laugh You still make me cry every day Just like how you used to It makes me feel like I still know what it feels like to be near you I miss you and I miss you And I want to call so bad I want to hear your voice Even if you’re telling me how much you hate me Because it still feels like You're the only one who can truly love me I know you're still awake Under these stars tonight You probably have your window open Like how you always do Probably sleeping naked, too There's a fervor inside of my heart I can't explain If I saw you right now, I couldn't refrain