Heartaches don't discriminate

Why is black spelt as black Instead of my thoughts? I've been down Since I lost her. My mind is covered by The demons of love My mind is screaming for help No one can fill the void in my heart My mind lost its voice My mind lost its strength I can't fight anymore I'm just numb on the inside I'm just waiting for the day that I'll close my eyes forever And never move any part of my body.