Heart-mended

Everytime I see you now, I blush Knowing that you love me Knowing that I am yours The times I think of you, The times I think of the memories we have created, The times I think of your looks, eyes, smile, and voice; They are the best You brighten up my day You're my sunshine You may have let me down, but You've also brightened me up You're the prince of my dreams But, my friends always tell me it will end badly They tell me it will end with you as the master of my nightmares You have made me miserable, but you also have shown me love So now, I am lost. I am lost in the abyss of love and your beautiful dark eyes I am lost between love and heartbreak I am confused, looking to be found. I am lost in a veld of voice, "Illusions or love", I ask myself But when I see your bright smile and my heart skips a beat, I push the questions away because I finally came into tour eyesight, your view I finally became visible to you But, Again I question, "Love or Illusions?" "Real or fake?" "Regret or jubilation?" "Will I end up regretting my decision?"