heart break

so you wanna know what it's like to have depressionit's like trying to breathewith a heart that's in need of compressionsthe walls are closing inand I don't know how to surviveit's like trying to swimbut your hands and feet are tiedI tell you about my painand you say you understandbut depression to you is like color to a blind manI'm trying to breathebut I'm drowning in a tranceI can't take thiscan't be all thing except numband I hate thismy grave is this bodyI feel broken and deadmy vision's gone outand I can't even see one step aheadI can't do this anymoreit's too darkI can't breatheI need your helpbut it's like you're looking right through meyou see what you wantbut I'm just trying to survivebut if I'm being honestI already feel like I've died.