Heart break

sought for love and longed for it But I found a something different at my doorstep. I wanted a love where I would feel protected Which I found But was it the wrong choice or I was I thought over and over Should I have not let it consumed me Cause the ache and pain it left me Made the world unbearable The love shattered in the blink of an eye Was it karma ,was it fate Was all I could think about If I have loved him more If I had treated him right Would I feel what I felt Would I have been happier Anything to stop this unbearable pain One which makes me rethink my existence One which makes you guess if you were ever enough Can I describe this very strange feeling I would very much doubt it It was an ache,pain and a lump It was everything I never needed or wanted Until I found out it was a warm greeting From heartbreak itself.