Healing?

Today looking at you didn't hurt as much today thinking about the situation hurt because I finally can say I didn't deserve this I can finally say that my heart is finally back and healed now.. my heart will be on lock my heart CANNOT do that shit again I let you in and you hurt me and now I'm thinking "no wait forgive.." all because the Lord himself forgave us. Call me God's Angels because that is exactly what I am doing and yes I'm angry yes I'm frustrated looking at you physically makes me sick because I wouldn't guess the one person who made me feel peace for a second would tear my heart in front of my face and leave it in my hands to embrace I'm angry but I forgave you I'm angry but I know you're still worthy of love I'm so fucking angry at you Its sickening how everyone told me to get revenge but I can't bring myself to hurt you, I can't bring myself to even watch you cry now you won't ever see this and I know you don't even care why the fuck lead me on hmm? why lie to my fucking face? why let me vent to you about personal fucking things questions left unsaid now your brain is dead questions left to the grave that you are in right now It's your turn love Take a Bow!!