Healing

I thought healing would feel like sunlight But how wrong I was Healing feels like heartbreak and wasted dreams Healing feels like skinned knees and stolen breaths Like relapse into old habits like well creased paper Folding myself into nothing Healing feels like nothing sometimes Healing feels like everything others Healing doesn't always but when it does Healing feels like love Healing feels like crying on the bedroom floor alone Healing feels like laughing so hard your sides cramp Healing may not feel like sunlight But this is better