heal

I wanna get loved all pampered but I still feel like I'm not supposed to be I wanna be able to love and trust again only if I heal but what's there to heal when you broken from the inside. they all say that healing makes one better I don't see that true wounds heal from the inside first but mine heal from the outside it's wrong I know wanna heal my thoughts first before the heart bit by bit I'm breaking even though I say I'm healing it's gonna get better I know it healing takes time I want it to be fast