He made me....no more

He made me smile and feel alive where someone else made me feel empty and only anger and pain inside . He made everyday even more better because I'd see or talk to him like I haven't talked to him in forever . He made me feel so alive, like a kid flying a kite . we chased each other like two crazy people oh yes we did with a tag your it! He texted and called me every night until he didn't because things were not right . One drink two drinks three and how many more until things got so out of control and he couldn't take the hits and words I said no more . Here I am on the floor crying because I don't have a grip on my life or have him and his love anymore .