He is the one that I love

first day of class, his the one I gained but over the days, his the one I missed with him, my days are great, full of color and happiness without him, it's like an endless pit. I'm being pulled to the bottom waiting in sorrow his the one I love, a male full of virtue every day with him is never pale. Instead, it is full of happiness being upon his presence his the one thar I love from then till now but all he sees is a friend he can count on even till now (This is my first time making something like this, so it's not that great)