He doesn't love me anymore

Ofc i knew it wouldn't last, but i didn't think it would fall apart this fast I don't know if you love me anymore, feeling like my heart is sore Maybe i just imagine it or maybe I really have to admit It's probably my fault, I'm the monster who scattered the salt I miss him like everything I ever saw and can't see it fall apart. Everything without him is nothing, I don't understand this thing.