haywire

thoughts dwell deep within sinking beneath the skin vanishing into my veins my mind and brain going hayhire going insane disappearing into my tears through pictures and frames of today and yesterdays keep all the angels near while the devil and his demons stay at bay memories unfold in me like matches to a flame some more deeper than the pain burning through my blue gaze held back tears as I learn to disinagae swirling through my mind are these feelings to open to be real wrapping in the clarity of the true meaning to begin to heal thoughts darkening all the light listening to lyrics to make me right smiling through crying eyes wounds ripped wide because of petty dislikes thoughts dwelling deep within how do you get through to the sweet soul within praying to God with questions why always told to never cry he's got you in his sight. every thought he's already known there is no pain that does not show, my tears only touch the corner of my eyes to much I'm hidden inside healing only happens years at a time