have you ever been in love

Her grip on the book loosened, announcing an end to it. Smiling as she gazed at me with pure innocence. Fingers fiddling with curiosity, she questioned, have you ever been in love? Oh! The universe may know but I don't. Has it ever been love? Many claim how enchanting it is.. maybe it's like the Northern Lights, or watching the sun rise. Well, I don't know if it ever was what it's supposed to be. I've been blue since then, with a strong hint of remorse.. unwilling to shoulder whatever that is done. And for once, I wish I've never been there before. That the regrets were all in my head. Yet, I could only express it down in papers and books, a companion that never turns away or judge. Have I ever been in love, you ask? Maybe I Was in love Or meant to love, never to find.