Have You Ever?

Have you ever felt something missing; missing in your life that you try to find, have you ever felt unwanted; unwanted that you think you're a waste of time, have you ever felt empty; empty to where you don't have any tears left to cry have you ever loved deeply; loved deeply for someone to shove you away every day, which makes you feel like you're in their space, Doesn't the pain hurt; it's hurts so much, it feels like you're getting squished by everybody on earth, it feels like you're just wasteful and is made as a pot of dirt showing and giving then hurting and breaking in return have you ever felt useful; useful that much, that you have tried to be truthful at the same time have you ever felt ugly; you felt too ugly that you're pulling on a tugging rope to believe your beauty have you ever felt something; something you thought was important, but it was nothing, have you ever felt a part of your imagination; you were a part of your imagination, and you noticed a conplication between you and yourself, have you ever felt alone; alone like an elf on the shelf, but noticed it was yourself when you moved for the first time, then realized that it wasn't just a shelf you were on, It was a joke all along.