hatred

fuck that, and fuck you i will embrace my resentment and let it burn a circle of self-love and protection around me, from you i will let go of the dysfunctional attachment to the pain, the stories, the beliefs the promises, empty words, and to the idea that you have any potential i will let go of what and how i thought things were to the lies that never transformed into truth but mutated beyond comprehension into deranged, frenetic destruction i will be authentic in my rage and hate and contempt for you i will not hide what you did or make excuses for your violations nor apologize on your behalf to my body, mind, spirit, soul or to our children forgiveness from me is impossible liberation from you is my only goal and that is entirely up to me