Hating you

I regret share my favorite song with you, now, l can't hear them when l most need it. I shouldn't have share with you all my bad moments, l shouldn't have thought about you every time l need someone to be with me. I shouldn't have trust you when said: -You don't believe me? Trust me, l won't hurt you. I hate you now, cuz you're my bad moment now, l cannot think about anything else than you, every single thing make me remember you. My songs, my mind and even my own house, Every single place of my house have a detail, that somehow make me remember our moments together. Let me hate you, cuz l cannot with the pain, let me hate you, cuz its the only way l found to make you out of my mind, let me hate you, cuz you make hate and blame my own self without no reason. Please, let me just hate you!!!............cuz, the reality is hard for me.