hating comes easier than lovin

There's a lot I hate about myself. I hate the way I sound, The way I laugh, The way I cry. I hate how I look, Especially in anything that's Not oversized enough to Cover every aspect of the Body I hate most. I hate the way I treat others, How I can't show my love And appreciation. I hate how i'm a constant Failure and disappiontment. I hate that i'm afraid of trying. but mostly? I hate the way I hate myself.