Hated myself 😔

Fuck you bitch I just hate myself. I hate other people, I can't help myself, bullshit this world is cruel, just now everyone if you're reading this just know I hate myself, I hate people ho is pretending to be friends, there are bullshit, I wish I didn't meet them. I just want to be myself and I'm sorry for causing pain, and blood on your veins because you now I hate myself I wish I was not born in this world I know I'm useless, I'm not greater than everyone I did not learn in this world, I know this world is cruel I wish I have a second chance I'm a phyco, I have plenty of problem in this world I just want to sail in the ocean in sunset, I'm just w wasting my life for this family problems fake friends anxiety and i'm not the greatest please i just want to die i just want to disappear trees falling down people are dying if this last long plants and grass are decaying the earth is sick building collapse i wish i am second chance this fake smile did help everyone but this real smile didn't i know i'm not a good friend and i'm so going to be myself i want to be free in this world stop messing me i wish just collapse.