Hated by my mother

The way you treat me is so painful it hurts alot considering you hold a big role in my life How I wish you could stop You rip my heart every chance you get I want to remove you from me but I can't you're not just some lover boy But my own mother The way you love the others is the way I wish you loved me But what can I do? even my Dad left me There father is there with you But mine isn't Blaming me for it might not help you But you do it anyways You get my hopes up by smiling with me and again I'm the fool thinking you care It's a fact I should accept Whether I like it or not