hate you, don't leave me

did you know that being "nude" is actually different than being "naked"? naked is being seen by everyone, physically. when you can touch or see someones body, without any clothes. being nude by the other hand is how i fell around him. being nude is when your soul is open, being nude is being vulnerable. i feel he can se into me like anybody else, like he can feel my heart going crazy, like he knew he drives me crazy. maybe thats why i hate being around him, cause he makes me feel, not bad but definitely not calm, my pressure gets high. he makes me so sick he even makes me wanna rhyme so bad omg os this hate or something else i cannot understand? cause, shit, dear lord i cant rest in pice if i can't see those beautiful sad eyes.