Hate you but I can't

I want to hate you but I can't you make me feel like no one else can You break me into pieces I dispise you but your smile brings me back to life turns me wild the glare you give me so much hate underneath but your touch warms a place in my heart I can never see I try to think bad of you hate you but I can't the Lord taught me never to hate a man I'll move on I swear I'll break free but the way you hold your gaze catches me like a thief