hate how you love him.

your charm your laugh your jokes your witty remarks your flirts your mouth your ease to make laugh your sweetness all things i fell in love with. but it feels like you deserve someone better, not me. is he it? the one you've waited for? i envy him even if i know nothing of him. he claimed your heart, held it like a win. i want to be the one to hold your hand claim it like a trophy and flee this land. but i'll wait patiently for him to slip out of your mind i hope he loves you i hope he's kind i hope he lets you be yourself i hope he laughs at your jokes and makes you wake up, feeling happy you introduced him to your folks. you've waited two years, what's one more? this feeling, jealousy leaves me cold-hearted on the floor. i dream of the day he leaves i dream of the day you realise i dream of the day you want better i dream of the day your loving ends.