hate

I need some love Some affection Something to not make me feel like i'm an infection I want to be held As I melt into his sweet ole arms I want to kissed all over And hear him whine about how I'm the only one he missed And would wanna kiss And I'm the only one worth taking a risk I want reassuring words like "I love you" "I miss you" "You're so pretty I want you forever" But I know that could never happen Never So I daydream About all I can have I read books & novels to fill that hole that lacks love But I guess I should just shove Shove that hole with hate As my mind just switches the meaning of love And it recreates it I just wanna go on date-NO then you'll be a bait To love To affection And that's not your fate Just hate Hate love And affection And everything Just hate.