hate

I hate my life.... I don't think it's bc of me anymore I'm thinking it's the black guy who looks at me and says I love you but then can turn around and hit me..... or say I make him do it.. I thought it was me going thro a mental breakdown but now I'm questioning if that really was the problem??? 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️