Hate

I hate my mind, for always telling me lies My depression, for never letting me rise My anxiety, for keeping me trapped in fear My insecurities, for never letting them hear My life, for never instilling hope deep inside My heart, for never knowing how to abide My ways, for choosing to make me feel low My concerns, for making me become their foe My thoughts, for preventing me from feeling free My troubles, for making me what I can't be My fake friends, for never showing me care Myself, for not knowing I'm worth being here I hate my mind, my depression, my anxiety, my insecurities, my life, my heart, my ways, my concerns, my thoughts, my troubles, my fake friends, myself But I love myself, enough to get help and try Gaining strength to face my demons and defy Healing to create the life I want to be Fighting to finally set myself free.