hard2love

I just want to be left alone maybe I'm wrong, I probably am. who am I kidding, I know I am, damn. what is deemed as best for me best for my family, isn't as easy as it used to be. I thought I knew what I was doing, now I don't have a clue. why is it so hard to want to be with you? your a good provider, and a good dad too but something Is missing and we both know it's true. it's not like this news is new.. look at everything we have been through. I don't know why I'm writing this..what goods it gonna do..