Happy to

If she leaves, where am I to go. I mean, I can't say anything. But she does deserve to be happy. If she isn't here, but am I supposed to be happy to? She is my caregiver and how I got the place I'm in now. So what do I do if she leaves? I'm to go. And the only place isent here. It's a place I dont wish to be, let's say. So what do I do?Am I go to a un happy place. My life gone for her to have a happy life? Im not trying to be rude I just want to be happy to.