happy friend

being the happy friend always meant a lot to me,making people laugh and smile from their deepest was my passion,they are my source of happiness in my emptiness,am always the one who asks if they're okay but never the one who's asked if am okay,it's a struggle,I was always told it's okay to not be okay,but as the happy one it's like a crime,maybe am too closed off,maybe am the problem,but bottling up will be the death of me