Happiness Fades

I'm always left with this feeling, This feeling that makes the summers cold, It rains in cloudless skies. This feeling that fogs clearer vision, Its weight is beyond heavy. This feeling that burns all my energy, It eats away at my soul. I have no name for it. I can no further describe it. But I've had it so long that It feels wrong without it and I'm out of place when it's gone.