Happiness

I don't know if happiness is actually a word I know Sometimes I think that I do I think that I'm having a blast Almost living the best evening of my life And before I can even realize it Something happened My mind happened And it's all gone And when everything is gone I'm wondering if I can actually miss something that I don't really... Something that I never had in my life I think I had it For a couple of hours Then it was just gone Then came back Then left again