Happiness

I am happy I say But my brain disagrees My heart wants to be happy But sadness is a disseas It wont go away But what about all the good things i say The good things in life Being big And so small Dont they matter at all? Of course they do my brain said But what are they all good for after we are all dead Nothing i say But dont they mean something anyway My heart agrees But my brain doesnt quite accept it Sad people will stay sad My happiness feels quite rejected It tries to stay But my brain keeps on sending it away Till it asks Why cant i stay? But my brain stays consistent So it has to leave anyway A last hug Goodbye Not to see you again I look at you leave My happiness My love Turning to leave again