Hanging Tree

I am slowly recovering to some semblance of normanlity However i realize that i miss it I miss waking up content and ready for the day The coffee was flagrant and sweet I miss the morning text with the hopes it makes her smile The hustle and bustle made me excited to be apart I miss the train rides listing to music with a smile on my face The many goals and objectives laid out ahead of me I miss the days when class was so boring yet i went I did so for my future and hers by then she'd be on my mind I miss the love we shared , not missing her but that Moment of happiness , Excitement , normalcy I look back on it and dream of how it could How i could have avoided that catastrophe I realize that i am alone and suffering And i hope that some day ill find another Hope is all i have to hang on cause if that falters Ill be hanging